It is so easy to wonder what life would be like if I wouldn't have made a few mistakes along the way. I think everyone has that point of regret. I just spent several hours writing my life story in about 5 pages.
Having all that out of me is emotionally draining. Putting pen to paper and seeing how if I would have done a few things differently, I could be some place better right now is tough. It is exacerbated by the fact that I am trying to live my life on God's terms. I want to tell my God that I know what I want, and he should give it to me because I always know what is best. Fortunately, I don't have that luxury. Instead, thank God that there are no time machines because perfection is a silly idea for humanity.
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